The Feeling

I met many distributors almost everyday except alternate Saturday and Sunday. Many circumstances had came across to me. Some are funny, friendly and nice person but some are not. I admitted that i do enjoy the process of learning, but the problems came across to me, i felt scare and even though i don't dare to do my decision. I really not confident enough. I told myself need to stronger and more confident to face the problems.

Few days ago, a distributor put his tempered on me. I felt sad and embarrassed that i can't communicate with him although he is an Indian guy and that was not my fault. My EQ was quite high at that moment and i can communicate with others distributors happily. My job scope was to provide a good service, help and guide to the distributors.

Sometimes I felt stressed. I do improved myself to be more mature and stronger. Many colleagues even my manager said me I am a "Blur Blur" person. Is it a praise on me? I don't think so. I must stand on it with some circumstances. I must

change my mind and build the confident to myself. I am not the good one, but i want to be better. That is what i want to do now.

The sad thing was I gained weight again. I tried to maintain for many months, but it was failed right now. I felt so depressed. T.T

The others thing i should happy about it is my convocation. It is around the corner. My first convocation in my life although it is just a diploma level. I should appreciate what i am having now. I was happy that i celebrated Father's Day in my hometown. I bought a cake and fruit to my family. I am happy that i have a happy family.

"I Love my FAMILY"